musim

daun pun telah menguning lalu segera meranggas
angin berhembus menghantar daun
hingga dunia menjadi putih gemerlap
angin tetap berhembus menghantar es

keabadian rasa, sungguhkah ia ada?
sungguhkah ada kesetiaan semacam itu?

kepercayaan sejati, sungguhkah ia ada?
sungguhkah ada ketetapan semacam itu?

aku, kamu dan dunia bertumbuh dan berubah
dihadapkan kepada kenihilan sang kebenaran sejati

sejauh apakah kau memandang realitas
masihkah kamu akan diam tanpa bertanya?

tersentak
apa kabar dengan konsep kepercayaan?

es pun akhirnya mencari, sungai pun mengalir
angin berhembus menghantar benih
hingga dunia menjadi semarak penuh warna
angin tetap berhembus menghantar panas

imajiner

aku melihat kesunyian yang begitu indah
ketika diam menghantarkan semua rasa melalui partikel partikel terkecil dalam ruang waktu
ya aku di sana dan diam
merasakan gelombang suara yang tak akan pernah bisa didengar oleh telinga
lantunan nada yang begitu indah, membawa jiwamu melayang dan menari
hanya ada aku dan aku
tenggelam dalam suatu momentum kebebasan imajiner

die Zeit

waktu kelak akan berpuisi jua

paradoks

hidup dalam suatu ruang waktu
ruang milik sang waktu yang maha kuasa

menghayati sebuah kegelapan abadi
bertanya bilakah waktu berkata bahwa aku telah mendapat cukup sinar
menghayati sebuah perpisahan abadi
bertanya bilakah waktu berkata bahwa aku telah cukup bertatap muka

aku terus berjalan untuk menikmati tidur yang lelap
aku setia hadir untuk mendengar nyanyian sayonara yang merdu

bersiap menyambut kematian
menghayati kehidupan, menghayati penerimaan
bersiap menyambut pesta perpisahan
menghayati waktu, menghayati syukur

aku hidup, menghayati kematian
aku datang, menghayati kepergian

man weiß nie

miss you more

The Princess Diaries Soundtrack - Miss You More - BB Mak

This is a song by a group called BBMak. Well, I never get into the group, I never know enough about them hehe. I heard this song for the first time from a film's soundtrack album, "Princess Diaries". Hmm this song was just so catchy for my ears ^^. Does it sound cheesy? Heheh but still i like it no matter what. Actually this song is quite mellow but the melody sounds brighter, so it makes the song become a sweet love song (I love sweet things, sounds very girly ha!). I love to listen to it, especially when i miss someone hihi, i can repeat it over and over again. Sometimes i wish i could give this song or sing it for the one whom i miss (hemm i know i will never do that haha, pathetically, i'm a chicken -_-").

There are so many reasons that I find to run to you

Cos there's so little loving in my life, now I am away

And thinking about it I want things back how they used to be

There is no way round it, nothing good comes easily

So much between us and we both know that it's wrong

So I keep on waiting till I am back where I belong

So here I am all by myself thinking of you nobody else

There is a feeling inside and as hard as I try it just won't go away

Are you finding it hard it all on your own

Having to face each night alone

Knowing that you are the one with the love that I need

And I miss you more each day

So many feelings emotions running away with me

Cos it's you I believe in and I love this one so deep

So much between us and we both know that it's wrong

Now I keep on waiting till I am back where I belong

Back where I belong

So I keep on waiting till I am back where I belong

Back where I belong

confession

i know it was a big lie
don't you ever realize, my dear someone?
all words that had been said
all emotion that had been showed

a bitter-sweet story about a lie
no turning back, there's only me left
here, walking alone on a road to nowhere
reminiscing and remembering

when you don't even mind
i do think about you
when you don't even remember
i do really miss you

it was hard, it was toilsome
pathetic denial, there's only pain remains
painful suicidal, grieving for the death of exuberance
till the day i confess

don't you ever know, my dear someone?
the truth is i love you

may i?