ah tau ah. percuma juga ga bisa ngomong ke siapa siapa. aaargh

uhuhu i wanna go there so bad!

what? tiesto? i do listen to that kind of music hahaha.. well the more i know that i've reached this stress level. oh gosh all those things around this month only make me sick. aaah i need a vacation so bad, a far away vacation from this like-hell city.

talking about vacation, makes me wanna talk about my dream land (*.*), can you guess? hmm my dream land is absolutely IRELAND! that country, wow, what a beautiful country!!! full of green hills, perfect landscape. it looks very peaceful, hmm i do really need that. wanna go there someday! alone or with my beloved one ahaha (or maybe i'll find him there, haaa who knows).

all this rushes make me dizzy and exhausted. maybe it's a good idea if i live abroad, leave all this shit hehe. yeah, live abroad, being a stranger hmm sound very interesting. if i have enough money, i'm sure i'd be in germany by now hohoho. germany oh germany, don't you know how i really want to go there, studying and living.

i know i wouldn't that nice or easy to be a stranger, but i think i'll study more passionate there. as i said before i'm sick of this place, i need some big change haaa. sometimes it makes me sad that some of my significant others pull me down when i say about this hfufh. oh gosh, please give me some clue some way to get there. i'm not smart, not rich, not super, well it's suck sometimes to know that i'm just an ordinary girl huweee. but please I REALLY WANT TO GO TO GERMANY!!! aaarrghh.. please please please T.T

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