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God, i hate that! zzz i won't do anything. you know me, i won't do anything!!! i take this burden all alone, and i'm always ready for that, but please don't hurt me that way. you know me God, no one knows better than You. eergh zzz emang gue mau ngapain sih!! ga bakal ngapain2 kalii gue juga udah ribet sendiri sama urursan gue aaaargh, ga bakal ngapa2in gueeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. i got no intention, that kind of intention. noooo you're wrong! i hate that really hate that. :(

.i do think.
it's because i care.


.i do care.
maybe it's something beyond the reason why.

dear mr. moon,

you're gorgeous tonight! i envy you. i'm such a mess down here, just by myself, as always :). oh why leave so soon? stay with me. my eyes are still wide open and i've got some stories, the untold ones. it'd be so lonesome without you here. oh please forget to fall down, please stay a little longer. i need you.

best wishes,

the little girl down here.

a moment i treasure

there's a time when all you wanted is just to sit next to the ones you love.
you may do nothing but you feel so alive more than ever.
it's a moment I treasure, more than anything in this life.
what a God's priceless gift.

Gravity

Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.

You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.

Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.

I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you're everything I think I need here on the ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down
You're on to me, on to me, and all over...
Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.