confession

i know it was a big lie
don't you ever realize, my dear someone?
all words that had been said
all emotion that had been showed

a bitter-sweet story about a lie
no turning back, there's only me left
here, walking alone on a road to nowhere
reminiscing and remembering

when you don't even mind
i do think about you
when you don't even remember
i do really miss you

it was hard, it was toilsome
pathetic denial, there's only pain remains
painful suicidal, grieving for the death of exuberance
till the day i confess

don't you ever know, my dear someone?
the truth is i love you

may i?